Friday, June 27, 2008
just came back from eating macdonalds supper with my family. feel so guilty now. never mind. i'll run doubly hard to compenstate for what i ate. =P
today marks the end of the torturing weekdays. somehow i'm not happy that the papers are over. just very tired... maybe it's because i knew i really screwed up my papers.. sigh. here's a summary of how i did for the various subjects:
GP- i added a lot of evidences which i'm really not certain about for my essay. hope they won't cause my essay to be out of point. essay was still okay though. comprehension on the other hand really frightened me. i couldn't rephrase my answers into my own words properly and i couldn't find the points for the summary.
CSC- didn't study for it and didn't think that it would help me even if i DID study. only expected myself to be able to write a few sentences. but i managed to write at least 2 pages for each question. however, knowing the standard of my CSC, i guess i would just only be able to a get a few pathetic marks.
Chemistry- it was the subject i studied for the most and was also the one i had the most amount of confidence for. couldn't finish a lot of questions due to the poor management of time. as such, i skipped a number of questions that Zhi Hong practised with me a lot of times. already know that i've lost 22 marks. really feel that i've let him down.
CLL- the things tested were 5 古文, 5 唐诗, 2 新诗 and 茶馆 第一幕. out of so many i only studied 1 古文 and the half of the notes for 茶馆 第一幕. wrote quite a lot for all of the questions but i think a lot of my answers were out of point. furthermore, i already know that my answer for 山居秋暝's totally out of point.
Mathematics- haven't done quite a number of my previous tutorials and i've had been failing my lecture tests with really horrible results. even though i had time to redeem myself by studying before the paper, i was too lazy to do so. to make matters worse, i only had faint memories of the topics that i've managed to study. counting the marks for the questions that i was able to do after the test, i guess i can only score a maximum of 30 plus marks, which is still a U grade.
Biology- i managed to FINALLY study and figure out DNA and Genomics just an hour before the paper. didn't manage to study Organisation of the DNA Genome. even though i did study, i was quite tired during the afternoon paper and i made a lot of silly mistakes that really made me feel like slapping myself. i took HIV protease to be a fibrous protein, mixed up on the concept of the leading and lagging DNA strand, and made the stupid-est mistake by forgetting to do complementary base-pairing for my MCQ question and only taking the DNA strand at face-value.
Conclusion- really hate myself for not studying properly for this june holidays. wasted a lot of my time by slacking and watching video shows. i guess it's all retribution for only thinking that the JCTs are not important. sigh...
ps: maybe i'm just not suitable to pursue medicine after all...
-siLvia
; 11:19 PM
