Sunday, October 5, 2008
should be finishing my script for oral presentation now. but don't know why i can't seem to open my mail. sigh. shall finish it in school tomorrow morning.
haven't updated for ages. but i really wanted to do so on a happier note first. don't feel like going to school tomorrow or on tuesday. results will be out soon. have been wanting to pass all my H2 subjects, but i guess it's not really possible now. the only way i'll be able to pass my mathematics is if my paper is abducted by aliens or if the staff room catches fire. sigh. just praying to pass 2 H2 subjects and to promote successfully now. have given up on going to india too.
planning to drop biology soon, since i won't be able to pass all 4 H2 subjects. no more dreams of becoming a doctor. didn't think i was suited to become one anyway. i lacked both the brains and the hard work. never mind, i still have many job opportunities other than medicine. i guess it's just a lesson learnt for me. shall work hard for mathematics next year!
went to victoria and meridian's openhouse on saturday and friday respectively. meet up with tons of people and my darling li jun. XD
it felt nostalgic to be back in meridian. really missed the place and the people there. was estatic to see them, but they didn't appear to be as excited as i was. maybe i wasn't as missed as i thought. nevertheless, siew min was real happy to see me. =)
so does it mean it's really time for me to move on? there's already no place for me in meridian. temasek is where i belong now. but i can't really connect to the place. feel quite detached from leo club also. sigh.
i guess this post is not as cheerful either. haha. good luck for me tomorrow! shall cross my fingers.
-siLvia
; 10:14 PM
